The Basic Principles Of Is My Living In Vain
I am doing to find shades hair that I hope you guys are fine. I am hoping that you guys have been taking time to heal and to grow and to learn and have been taking care of yourselves. I hope you guys have been taken time to introspect and find your your connections and finding things which are holding back you and holding up you and preventing you from living your greatest in life that is . I hope you have been enjoying the articles so far. I am hoping it has been helping you evolve and grow and understand exactly like it's been honestly helping me evolve and grow and learn who chase you guys for watching. You guys can see I got glasses I was a little nervous about getting these after a million one make me seem like Edna from B Incredibles but that I actually really enjoy the look I really really like this whole you know circle fight that I got happening here. Anyway so now what I would like to speak about today is my dwelling in vain now this is actually one of my favorite, one of my absurd eyes that my lips was a she it's my dwelling in vain today this is in fact one of my one of my favorite Clarke six sister songs. I absolutely absolutely absolutely love this song there was a time in my life at which this tune you understand was like the soundtrack to my life and I'd almost like it can't be a soundtrack there is just 1 song but that's the only way that I can explain it was just like the soundtrack for my life.
Is my living in vain I went up even though I was in the world as the church could say I had been on earth I was a church girl at heart my connection with God my religious journey my religious equilibrium my spiritual health all of that stuff is is of the utmost importance to me personally. I beg I love God more than I love myself. I would do anything for him and I'm still learning how exactly you control my flesh and know denied my flesh and make choices on a daily basis that will be you know unto Him. Because at the end of the day that my dwelling in vain was a song that really just spoke at a way that is deep.
Mike is my living in vain it is my own life in vain that is it it mean for me personally it was the question I would ask myself. When I'd think about my life just like many other individuals in the world I have been through my share of trials and tribulations and for a very long time those experiences tormented me and once I state torment to me is like the the constant replay that goes on within our heads or things which have happened things that people said things that we done things we've done . You know all that stuff would only replay in my mind constantly and it would be not even just a psychological distress it will grow to be an emotional torment and we become a cycle Motivation that you understand a heart type of battle that I would have with my heart it'd develop into a battle that I will start to have in my spirit because I then start fighting myself trying to create things stop and then I just make matters worse, since I find wrong ways and unhealthy ways of making things cease because it feels great or I felt good in that moment and it only became something no it just became my life became an entire cycle repeated over and over and over and over and over again just continuous it only constantly go on and constantly moving continuously simply replaying like a movie a really really awful fucked up film. My main thing was and they would not fucking wind never fucking end and that really has always been my belief system and I really don't know where I got this but I don't understand where I've gotten this belief system.
I really don't understand I couldn't pinpoint the moment in my life in which you know this is how I felt but I only know for a lengthy time this is how I felt and that tune you know it just expressed that it is my living in vain. Certainly not it's not all in vain no because the road is eternal game. Let us go. We proceed to relationships that are bad. We proceed through you understand fucked up situations within our families. We fallen with our pals and go to fall outs. We confront job issues. We proceed to beauty criteria. We go through so much we're told we're supposed to be girls were told men are advised how they're supposed to function as men. Mothers are told how they are supposed to be as mothers and that I know that that sounds a little contradictory particularly if you follow me on Instagram since I make remarks about parents, told so much we're told much but nobody ever shows us the way to cope so when we encounter these situations when we undergo these trials in those tribulations once we feel like the street is on our shoulders and we feel like everything is out for us.